Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Blue Without You

New Piece!
Mixed Media "Blue Without You". Latex Paint, Acrylic, Ink, Charcoal, Matte Board, Metal, Expoxy, Paper.












Sunday, July 3, 2011

To the Boy Who Knows Too Much About the Feeling of Endings


I wonder why the world moves by us
As a pace we cannot recognize
Why it speeds by so unapologetically
And then halts when we are the least prepared.

It is interesting, always
To count the tops of those white picket fences
Surrounding those perfect yards
Of those pretend-perfect people
And to wonder when it was
That they felt like they were falling.

It is heartbreaking sometimes
When life throws out a tapestry
Understood as a tragedy
Seen as a transparency
Left for dead somewhere.

But it’s even better when
Amongst the foggy disparity
The one we know so well
The one that we confront each night
Before we finally rest our weepy eyes.

That moonlight pushes its way in
Those windows that we thought were shut
Against a world that told us lies
And took what we held dearest.

If you pretend that I have a million arms
Then the reality will be
That I have opened them to you
Warm and welcoming always
To the side of yourself you don’t recognize.

You can stay there as long as you want
While I watch for passers-by
To smile at our true endearment
Seen as empathy
Understood as emotion
Felt as ethereal
Left for dead somewhere.

And it’s in those quiet conversations
The ones that we have with ourselves
When we learn the most about where we’ll be
When these pains are extent still.
Twenty years from now.
Fifty years from now.
Always a reality.

So while reality lingers,
Pressing us to move ahead
Why don’t we kick our shoes off
And head out someplace where we will be strangers
To others and ourselves.

And we can laugh and cry
And find solace in the disengagement
Seen as deserting
Understood as desolation
Felt as determination.

Side by side we’ll simply know
That these shoelaces meet back up
Even after they have come undone
As a result of careless tying
Or a bond that never really worked.

And as we are made still
In the beauty of our vast acquaintanceship
We feel proud
Understood as promise
Felt as purity
Seen as perseverance
Never left for dead somewhere.